Yes, my ex is a jerk. He's said some things to me (that was only one) that I have internalized, and which I can't seem to break free of. He told me once that he'd stopped believing in God because no God would ever give him a wife as horrible as me. He also told me that I was a social retard, and would pick apart everything I said; the result is that I pick apart everything I say. The chat function of our Lexulous games? I read and re-read and read again everything before I send the message. It sucks, but I've got a therapist and am working through it.

I'm glad you think I've done the right thing. Thanks for your support; it is much needed.