I'm ready to try anything to get some relief from this damned depression, so if I can find a reiki practitioner (and can afford same) I will give it a shot. I've even considered acupuncture, anything, because the psych drugs are doing nothing at all. Most nights I wonder why I even bother to take them.

The Emotional Code - I will look for it. I am a vast reader, and always interested in books that might help me heal. Thank you for your suggestion.

I'm afraid of bats, but your bat icon is so darned cute that even I like it. :)